On Oceans of Blue

no words
a mind so full
yet a complete blank
a million thoughts
that dont connect
a mosaic broken
a garden overrun
a religion jaded
with rituals and traditions
the doctors words
went into one ear
and never came out the other
yet they still bounce around my brain
like on a video game
never quite making it to the goal
instead it hangs
like a fog
and comes in bangs
like a gun
isolation
bald
help bathing
food in a tube
these are the phrases i recall