On Oceans of Blue

sometimes
looking back
i cant believe i was so foolish
i lost myself in lies
consumed myself in deceit
surround myself in fantasy
sometimes
looking back
i cant believe i lost it all
in the blink of an eye
surrounded by family
surrounded by friends
except they were false
they were fiction
it was jus a game to play
i was jus a piece to be moved
the goal was never truth
the aim was never love
sometimes
looking back
im so thankful
for what i have now
for all the love
for all the truth
for all the pain
for all the gain
i love my life
and i wouldnt trade it for anything