On Oceans of Blue

the tears don’t end

it’s shocking

there’s so many of them

i didn’t think i had the capacity

for so much

there must be gallons

and they keep leaking out!

I don’t have to think

i don’t have to focus

I just feel

horrible

and they keep coming

all i have to do is

stifle the sobs, the cries

the outcries of anguish

so nobody hears

nobody asks if i’m okay

or what is wrong

but let the tears flow

down my cheeks

Silently

if i hear someone coming, i’ll wipe them off and stop for a bit until they are gone again

then they’ll resume

nonstop

my shoulders can shake

my stomach can lurch

but these lips will stay sealed tight

let the tears flow

but don’t let anyone hear

i’m not alright

i’m not okay

i’m broken

and my eyes hurt

[A/N] Okay this was from weeks ago I just never posted it. i’m better now, so no worries people! Seriously no problemo it’s alright.

I’d also like to say thanks to all my good friends who watch out for me and are always ready to beat people up if need be. I love you and am sooooo glad to know you all! I’m so blessed to have such amazing friends. ^-^

~rachel lynn~